Logo, Spiritual Business Coach, EAM® Mentor, Maria Saraphina

How to balance your feminine and masculine energy…

– to best serve you and your business.

{ Part 1 of 2 } “The Lazy Duck”

Do you feel pretty aligned with your feminine energy, and not at all with your masculine?

Are you very out of alignment (to the point of laziness) and is it costing you business, making you feel inadequate, ineffective, unproductive, leaving you irritated, frustrated and unfulfilled?

This is one of two most common imbalances I have found in my work with soulful entrepreneurs. I call it “The Lazy Duck”

– and it is the result of you not allowing, activating and engaging your Divine Masculine Essence of Doing, Creation, Action and Power to do the work that is his part of the Sacred Marriage.

You are so aligned with your Divine Feminine Essence, receive millions of downloads, intuitive knowing and wisdom, but without the outlet your Divine Masculine Essence is there to provide you with, you begin instead spiralling into darkness.

At first you may experience it as laziness. Later, as you grow more and more frustrated your Feminine Shadow Aspect rises and frustration turns into bitterness and anger, jealousy and hatriot descending further and further into the darkness.

Symptoms of an unaligned masculine energy

As a soulful entrepreneur The Lazy Duck can show up in many different ways:

– and your business, projects and way of doing things might seem very “masculine” requiring pushing, overpowering, coercion, forcing, cajoling and convincing – all clear signs that your Shadow Aspects are at play.

Whenever we deny, suppress or ignore the expression of our Divine Essences, be it Feminine or Masculine, for longer periods of time we veer into their Shadow Aspects.

This then expresses as a form of hyper-masculine or feminine or what I call the Shadow Aspects (it’s important to understand that one is not better or worse than the other and there’s nothing wrong with them – they are simply signposts and gateways).

Words, feelings and emotions like pushing, coercion, forcing, cajoling and convincing are hyper-masculine/shadow masculine.

They come from a Shadow Masculine, patriarchal, fear based “need to do this and I will destroy everyone and everything in the wake to do it” perspective.

Divine Union & Sacred Marriage

Rather than an empowering, uplifting and creative action and effort (Divine Masculine) based in inner wisdom and knowledge (Divine Feminine) aka the The Sacred Marriage or Divine Union we resort to the Shadow Aspects whenever we, for some reason, feel we cannot express and embody what is truly calling us. Expressing and embodying our Souls Divine Purpose.

Radiant One, if this is you… understand that we are currently living in a patriarchal society which has favoured our masculine aspects for the past 5000 years, aspects that while in their Divine Masculine Essence were immensely important for the evolution of our planet and its souls, but at the end of its cycle have moved into the shadow masculine and have begun creating problems for us, not only on an individual level but globally and so you are not alone in sensing this.

We stand on the precipice of a new era and cannot solve our issues with the same consciousness that created them, not within ourselves and not within our global community.

You must embody your wholehearted Magdalene nature, connecting mind and heart, body and soul, spirit and matter.

The Shadow Aspects are highly illuminating

I invite you to see the “laziness” and your insights as a gateway calling your attention.

You alone hold the key to how and what the embodiment of your divine purpose aka your business looks like to you and working with your Shadow Aspects are highly illuminating for the mere fact that they not only give you a clear sign that something is off and not right in your world, enabling you to allow for healing and do something about it.

Shower yourself with unconditional love. You’ve clearly come to this point because you are ready. All of these frustrations are merely showing you that your box has become too small, your cocoon too restrictive. You are ready to unchain yourself, free yourself, liberate yourself.

Love – the Key

The key, as always is Love.

Use these 5 Ancient Gateways for healing and transformation to support you.

Acknowledge yourself for having discovered how things are with you.
Be compassionate – there’s a reason that it’s been this way, whether you currently know why or not.
Forgive yourself, nothing is ever lost or out of sync.
Be grateful for what you have and what you are.
Surrender and let your Divine Self emerge.

PLUS use The Energy Alignment Method® to release and align your energy in the most simple, yet effective way – you can get my free guide The 5 Steps by clicking here.

Engage and activate your Divine Masculine Essence

The Divine Masculine Essence is one of doing, action and movement, and the best way to activate it is by movement, so in order to engage it, have a danceparty, sing from the top of your lungs, go work out, take your dog for a walk, go for a run, shake your hips, move and then take loving action on something that has been calling your heart forever, today, right this very moment.

It doesn’t have to be anything big.

One step.

Today.

I’d love to hear from you!

Share you revelations in the comments below – what’s one key discovery that you’ve made about yourself reading this article?

xo, Maria Saraphina

Spiritual Business Coach & Energy Alignment Method® Mentor

– and, The Divine Masculine Essence loves structure and order, action and work. If you would like be supported as you activate and engage your Divine Masculine Essence check out the ways we can work together.

The other of the two most common imbalances I call “The Headless Chicken” – you can read all about it here.

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  1. I’m having a struggle with this Doing balance right now. In fact it’s been going on for a while as I’ve been sorting through some karma. Some of it is between my divine counterpart and myself from other lifetimes. Needs to be done but I’m gonna say it can be a little crazy making, especially if I judge it through a patriarchal paradigm lens. That lens would just jump all over crazy making my female, calling her intuition hysteria.

    It seems that my sacred team (male and female) are needed more right now to clear my energetic decks. It’s almost like internal housekeeping before this new energy cycle takes hold. On the surface it may look like lame duck but it doesn’t feel like that down below.

    I am noticing that in my lull energy, feelings that would have brought up strong reactions in the past are now a dull feeling. From my heart Center this feels like dying embers before a brand new phoenix rises.

  2. I’m having a struggle with this Doing balance right now. In fact it’s been going on for a while as I’ve been sorting through some karma. Some of it is between my divine counterpart and myself from other lifetimes. Needs to be done but I’m gonna say it can be a little crazy making, especially if I judge it through a patriarchal paradigm lens. That lens would just jump all over crazy making my female, calling her intuition hysteria.

    It seems that my sacred team (male and female) are needed more right now to clear my energetic decks. It’s almost like internal housekeeping before this new energy cycle takes hold. On the surface it may look like lame duck but it doesn’t feel like that down below.

    I am noticing that in my lull energy, feelings that would have brought up strong reactions in the past are now a dull feeling. From my heart Center this feels like dying embers before a brand new phoenix rises.

    1. So potent and beautiful Sherazad. It reminds me of the swan gliding over the lake while its feet are paddling away. There’s a lot of motion not seen.

      I too have had my own period of being externally still while things needing to surface did so within. May this period for you be so ever blessed.

      xo, M

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