I remember the first time a client, as we closed our sacred space together shared with me how she felt deeply inspired by my apparent trust.
- Trust in where I am at.
- Trust in whatever happens, happens for a reason.
- Trust in myself.
- Trust in others.
- Trust in God.
I was surprised by what she shared as I often am when others say the same. It made me reflect and I wanted to share it, and the evolution of trust into knowledge with you…
First of all, I see trust as a muscle and thus something that can be trained. Meaning that I am in no way shape or form a Unicorn or special in any way. What I can do you can do. Simple.
I am also fairly certain that having a near death experience at 11 helped. Having felt the out of this world bliss and ecstasy that permeated my entire being during what was only a few moments but felt timeless gave me the clear understanding that what we experience in our human form is not all there is.
There has been many dark nights of my Soul. Many rude awakenings. Many times where I have wanted to run towards the nearest bridge and jump off into the bliss I felt during my near death experience.
I, however, as you, the clever reader will know reading this, did not.
For one simple reason.
Many moons ago, in this lifetime, I actively chose to return to love and I did that by choosing it.
For me that meant saying out aloud “I choose love” many times a day for a long period of time.
At that time I had absolutely NO clue what that meant, nor did I realise at the time, that it was a re-turn; that is a coming home to what I had never ever left, nor ever could or can.
I choose love became my guiding light and so no matter how dark my life has been, no matter how many limiting beliefs I have had to dissolve, no matter how many material possessions I have had to give up, no matter how many challenges, obstacles and blocks I have had to overcome as a souldriven, heart based solopreneur, “I choose love” has been, is and always will be my mantra.
Because for me, being a souldriven, heart based solopreneur and a Magdalene Rising this is not only my work but my path. This is where my unveiling and awakening journey lies.
However my trust has turned into something deeper.
It has gone from trust to knowledge, and this is what I share with you in todays episode of The Magdalene Voices.